Tuesday, October 28, 2003

the worst nightmares are the ones that take place in my comfort zones.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

why do you hate me?
or do you love me?
i think you love me.

i think.


Thursday, October 09, 2003

in bed.


Wednesday, October 08, 2003

i have this habit of picking up random pieces of trash, and i don't mean in a good-semartian-litter-pickingup sort of way, although i do do that sometimes. no, this is a habit that includes rusted pieces of metal, pennies, broken pieces of glass, and just about anything that grabs my attention when i'm walking around.

here is today's treasure:

i watched trl today, for the first time in what seems like a year. whenever i do watch it, i always end up wondering where carson daly is even though i can't stand him. he looks similar to a weird ex boyfriend, but besides that he is just plain annoying. well today on trl, they had simple plan and michelle branch. after the world premiere of ms. branch's new video, which had a segment in which she was barefoot, a member from simple plan asked her what happend to her shoes.

she responded with something along the lines of, "well, you know how it is being an artist. it's a struggle and sometime you can't afford thing like shoes." okay, this is not verbatim, but you get the just of what she said.

how can she say something like that? she just introduced her world premiere of her new video, and she's been very succesfull. it just really pissed me off. i mean, shutup. she's a celebrity walking into mtv studio, times square in new york city and she's sayin shit about how she can't afford shoes, and she's the butt in every starburst billboard apparently. somehow, i can't find a boo fucking hoo.

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

i always have a hard time living in the present when it starts to get cold outside. the smell, the feeling.. it all reminds me of another time.