Saturday, December 13, 2003

i'm watching the elephant man. that means i might cry.

i bought the book... i wonder if i'll ever actually read it.

Wednesday, December 10, 2003 - U.S. assault: Children found dead - Dec. 10, 2003 - U.S. assault: Children found dead - Dec. 10, 2003

doesn't this sort of news make you really think the war was worth it?

yeah, i didn't think so.

it's 8 in the morning, been raining all night and i need to go learn my math.
i wish i could make an interesting post.. maybe i'll do that later.

Thursday, December 04, 2003

i feel a lot better today.. thanks for asking.
my basketball team even won today (my team in basketball class) and i contributed to two of the points.. yay!

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

i woke up today at 3 in the afternoon, hating myself and regretting things i have never done.
i had lied to people i loved and i betrayed myself.

i could not stop crying. about everything.

i must not let myself sink into these feelings... i must fight against them, for else i will not survive.

this must be a momentary lapse of forgot-to-take-my-medicine. i hope.

on a side note: i hate jerry springer because every time i see it on the cable guide, i think it says jerry seinfeld and i get excited for no reason.